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Thursday, November 05, 2009

Thu, 05 Nov 2009 12:36:37 GMT

Have you ever wished for somebody to chance upon your secret entries, especially the ones about that somebody, but you can't actually reveal what you've written? Like... it just has to be chanced upon, as if the meaning of it will be gone if it was blatantly said out. I don't know if I'm making sense cuz I'm not exactly the best at describing my thoughts, but that's vaguely how I feel now.

Thursday, October 29, 2009

Thu, 29 Oct 2009 09:30:10 GMT

Recently I've been using Tumblr very frequently. It's sort of my escape at the moment... from everything that's been happening. There are so much stuff that I can relate to over there and so many happy stories/pictures and all. I could be hooked on the site for hourssssss.

Other than that, I've been going to school just to bum around like all the others. The post-promos timetable is awesomely slack. It's just a spam of PW, chinese (which is my breaktime), long breaks and very occasional classes. Everyone just hides in the library to watch movies/shows, play games, talk, or do PW. WHICH IS FINALLY ENDING SOON!! ^^
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Oh yes now for the point of this post!! Last Saturday I met up with Caritas and Tammie who are my primary school classmates. Although we hardly have time to meet up nowadays, whenever we do meet it's like we've been close all the way so I guess that's pretty amazing!
There was alot of catching up at Island Creamery/Burger Shack and then we went down to HC for their Halloween event. It was something different so it was quite fun heh watched 2 horror movies including Alone!!! IT'S HELL SCARY even though I was looking away from the screen 50% of the time. There was haunted house too and Subha was an awesome ghost she didn't get distracted by us saying hi to her hahahahahha it was epic though.
So anyway, Tammie, being the sweetest girl I've ever known in this whole entire world (SERIOUSLY), dedicated a whole blogpost on me (25 Oct post) woweee and ____ is very lucky :) The post cheered me up so so much, love you tammie siewww

Last year:)

Friday, October 23, 2009

Fri, 23 Oct 2009 15:12:08 GMT

My friends bought me a Care Bear today :) It's called Surprise Bear. Hahah thank you!!! It was a very smart choice to give it to me today cuz it helped to calm our nerves before results and it might have cheered others up as well. So cuteee just look at its heart-shaped nose.

Sigh, the mood in school today was pretty tense though... and then solemn. I guess I did okay in my standards? I'm very pleased with math, which I practised really hard for. The rest... haha try harder next time.
You know everyone has always talked about how stressful JC is, but in Sec sch you don't really think much about it right? Now I truly understand it. It's really not easy at all. Whatever it is, hopefully moderation will do all of us good:)

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

Tue, 20 Oct 2009 15:32:33 GMT

“I love you” means that I accept you for the person that you are, and that I do not wish to change you into someone else. It means that I will love you and stand by you even through the worst of times. It means loving you even when you’re in a bad mood, or too tired to do the things I want to do. It means loving you when you’re down, not just when you’re fun to be with. “I love you” means that I know your deepest secrets and do not judge you for them, asking in return that you do not judge me for mine. It means that I care enough to fight for what we have and that I love you enough not to let go. It means thinking of you, dreaming of you, wanting and needing you constantly, and hoping you feel the same way for me.”

Just tumbled upon that and I think it's beautifully written. It must really be the most ultimate true love for a person to readily agree with all of that. I admit, I can't deal with all of that right now, but I dare say I feel that most of them are applicable to me.

I love you.
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Anyhow!! Life has been pretty awesome.

We had a class chalet after promos. Our class has alot of mahjong addicts who played throughout the night without sleep!! "I NEVER" with Yl Tat Jacq Ben Ed and Isaac+Shawn the crashers and we played cards too. I don't know how I did it, but I didn't sleep till like 7am so I think I really am nocturnal.

More pictures on Fb, but I did some censoring of crazy pink/red face photos of my retarded friends, if you know what i mean ^^

AC games on Thurs/Fri except I didn't go for Friday's... I played soccer with Tat and the boys but that was really embarrassing and I shall not talk about it!!

Met D and then no friends gang on Friday for dinner at Cali Pizza Kitchen. Suckzzz nobody had camera, and Sandra couldn't make it (AGAIN). Lousy girl. I hope we have sleepover at Kat's soonsoonnnn!!! And I still can't think of that english teacher Mao was talking about.

There was also Jotham's 19th birthday on Sat:

We played the 'Penis' game from 500 Days of Summer, except we decided it was too rude so we made do with 'Pampers'. Heh.

Hope Jotham had a good time just as we did!!
I crashed Wangkin's house after that cuz it was just across the road. The boys were playing poker and I am definitely D's lucky charm he was losing but when I reached he started winning and don't you dare deny it ah!!!

Sunday, D came over and we made chocolate fudge. Which is yummy but quite a fail because it's too soft on the inside and cannot be cut up into nice squares. Oh well.

Monday, I did some shopping alone AND I QUITE LIKE IT NOW. I spent alot ah I'm broke for the month. Met Dory Yl & Zay after that since they were in town and we took many many photos. Something I haven't done in a very long time, seriously. HAHA I rmb Sandra & I used to take photos like siao.

Today was retarded, had an omega long talk about healthy relationships/IQ/EQ and idk, alot of common sense stuff. But the speaker was really funny he's like a standup comedian so it was quite enjoyable la. Afterwhich, Yl and I watched GG at the void deck during the omega long break on my macbk HEHEH and yes, I lugged it to school. Every school day should be like this forever (yeah i wish ah). PW and then dance for the first time in a million years.
Oh, also visited Zay at her house (WHICH IS SO COSY) cuz something tragic happened to her in the afternoon.. And we photoboothed with her brother who is very cute ^^

Tmr is Ed'z birthday so there'll be cake yum yum and there is omega long break AGAIN then learning journey to the museum -.- SCHOOL SUX quick give me my results back nao.
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I actually bothered to post this because it was a fun week and I want to be able to reminisce when I re-read my entries in the future. Heh bye.

Saturday, October 03, 2009

Sat, 03 Oct 2009 15:36:33 GMT

I really have no self control at home!!!!
Ytd I spent the whole day at KAP and it was so productive but today I woke up late, came home earlier and I have been slacking since. Good job. Not good at all, so tomorrow I shall stay out to study again.
And I Must. Stop. Ignoring. Econs.
'A little bit longer, and I'll be fine.'

Saturday, September 26, 2009

Sat, 26 Sep 2009 13:55:56 GMT

Meh. My life is so average there's nothing to write. I guess if you want to know about my weekend in M'sia during the Sept hols, you can read this (as told by my sister!). She did quite a detailed recall on what we did there and basically, I loved the food hehehehh.
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Can't wait till promos end!!! Yeah okay, nobody can but i'm really really looking forward to it. D & I can finally go out without either of us studying! And then there's class chalet too. And oh there will be more time to meet up with SC girls too! Excitezzz :)
Shuckz but then again, i won't be completely free cuz there's wicked PW. Wicked. I like the sound of that word. And OCIP planning. And CCA also resumes.....
OKAY THAT DOESN'T SOUND VERY PLEASANT ANYMORE :(
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So anyway to end this post off - here are my ugly friends and I :)

Please don't judge us 8)
(P.S. the videos on fb are even better hehehehhehe)

Tuesday, September 15, 2009

Tue, 15 Sep 2009 15:35:28 GMT

Sian, I said I'd starve for the next century or so right, but who am I trying to kid that will never work la over the weekend I went to Malaysia and I ate a hell lot again. At this rate all my clothes are gna be tighter x238952358 I swear. But oh well I love food. Good food makes me happy.
...... like how I need some comfort food now but i'm lazy to get out of bed to eat my chocolate. Maybe tomorrow will be a better day. Nightt.

Sunday, September 06, 2009

Sun, 06 Sep 2009 10:14:33 GMT

I think I found another favourite cake. (And it's not chocolate!!)
It's durian cake (90% durian!!) from Emicakes. IT IS A MUST-TRY-BEFORE-YOU-DIE if you are an avid durian fan. Anyway, happy birthday grandma!
Oh besides 2 slices of that sinful goodness, I also had buttermilk pancakes with blueberry compote for breakfast, a 6/7-course lunch, bacon & mushroom salad and orange chocolate cupcake for tea and free ben & jerry's cookie dough ice cream. I am a pig. (Shut up daniel tan if you dare comment on this i wont let you live!) I am going to starve myself for the next century or so.

Tuesday, August 11, 2009

Tue, 11 Aug 2009 15:35:02 GMT

Sigh, I'm feeling quite glum now. Tmr shall be an angsty day in sch.
10 things to brood over....
1. Econs test.......... 1 short bullshit paragraph for the 10m qn. 'Nuff said.
2. Failed GP essay (by 1 mark but still)
3. Doesn't exactly help to boost my morale for GP exam tmr afternoon
4. Geog test on thursday on rocks. I cannot smoke my way through anymore
5. OCIP Sarawak with Xiaomin yay BUT Bintan looks more fun sian
6. I'm way behind all my work. I haven't even gone through gases for chem and neither have I practised Maclaurin's for math let alone chemical/ionic equilibrium or differentiation/integration. Help.
7. Dragged myself into some shithole. I don't know how to get out of it.
8. I hate that this is so public I want to rant but I can't.
9. I think my mum is schizo...... seriously. She's got some split personality.
10. Things are so different with you now and I hate it.

Saturday, August 08, 2009

Sat, 08 Aug 2009 03:04:55 GMT

Wow I don't know how I did it, but I actually replied every single 'Happy Birthday' I received (Facebook, sms, twitter, real life) haha okay can't believe I thanked my friends one by one esp on Fb. Sorry for spamming your homepage hehe so anyway my 17th birthday was awesome!!

Firstly on Thursday the class bought 2 awfullychocolate cakes for Yingting and I (we share our birthdays!), totally unexpected cuz it was a day early and yummy cake yay thanks! That night at 12am sharp Daniel told me he was downstairs and I was like OMG!!! He baked a chocolate cake for the first time in his life with the help of Jq? I was so very happy and I couldn't sleep after that and by 11am on Friday I was having a slight headache so after lunch I actually went home to sleep before heading out for dinner again. Yes, sleep. On my birthday. Then I woke up for dinner at California Pizza Kitchen. Sneaky sneaky it was only supposed to be D & I, but turns out Xm Vikki Kat & Mao were there too!! Yay missed them all :) It was nice catching up and stuff! After dinner.... D sent me back and while approaching my block I randomly looked up and spotted 3 silhouettes on the 7th floor staircase. I looked hard and before I knew it they screamed and ran away. Tat Yl and Jacq!! After that Tat & I slept over at Yl's house.
Haha so everyone has been planning stuff with D behind my back haha good job guys. All so ninja!
But anw thanks :) I really enjoyed all my birthday surprises!! Thanks for all the presents and stuff too love you alllllllll!
Pictures as soon as I get them! :)